Say what you will about science and the deadly firmament that is the New Year’s sky. Say the birds hit power lines. Fireworks, with magnanimous splatter, jarred them from their cedar roost. But I have seen a cat’s mouth ajar with blackbird and that same blackbird pry open the unwilling jaw, skyrocket towards the roving moon. Blackbirds wouldn’t die from hitting power lines. Ignored by augurs, they demand attention for the world’s injuries. It’s a graceful way to go, though, their fiery shoulders sagging in snowy puddles. And also beautiful, the way the drum fish scattered on the Arkansas River’s shore. I bet people who walked there on January 1st sighed and their stomachs heaved with distaste. But the lovers who hurt with a fresh pang stayed on the shore, enchanted with something they could not reach. They recognized the sense of falling from the sky, the fear of scientists who, after love breaks you, will blame only the fireworks.
After the death of blackbirds and drum fish in Beebe, Arkansas, on 1/1/11.
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